Man, you guys missed out on the weekend of a lifetime. No matter what your weekend might have consisted of, I can almost assure you mine was much more adventurous. \
It first started with a friend with whom I spent about two hours playing a game with, and we decided to go and visit a friend of his. She gave us the address and whatnot, but it was about 9:00 p.m. at the time.
And dark.
So very very dark.
We started to drive and immediately lost all sense of direction. It kinda happened like the voyage of Christopher Columbus. We thought we knew where we were going, but in reality, we actually didn't. We were cut off from all forms of communication. He had but an ipod, but the texting app only worked with certain wi-fi networks, and both he and I were cell-phone less. We explored the darkness of this wretched night, driving through unknown alley-ways and screaming our lungs out through our eyes.
I have never been so scared in my life.
And I've never had a better time in my life.
We got so lost. So RIDICULOUSLY lost. It was awful and so awesome. We explored so many different neighborhoods as we continued to push ourselves even deeper into the confusion we were already in. When it's dark outside, it seems that at any moment, a creature or twisted human being of some sort will suddenly emerge from its silent household and attack with rapid speed and inhuman savageness. This is where horror movies will actually screw you over in life.
Thankfully, we eventually reached our destination. The trip was SUPPOSED to take about fifteen minutes, but it took us about an hour and a half.
Leave it to me.
But then we watched Juno upon our arrival, and that movie is now on my top ten list. It's a wee bit innaprope, but it was so very excellent. Lots of emotion and funny stuff and super cool principals and everything else that a good movie could have.
What I wouldn't give to relive that night just one more time.
Life is so very full of mixed feelings that tease me with their uneasy claws. Blasted! I want to say so much, but I don't know if I should. Bah! Life is so very strange that way.
I decided that I'm not quite as brilliant as I assume that I am. I suppose that I'm rather intelligent, but assuming that one is a very deep person is a grave mistake, because then you dwell on that and refuse to move on and think even deeper. I made that mistake, and now I've begun to fix it. I have started thinking once again. I am not a genius; I am but a mere philosopher.
So, congested comrades,
Stop.
And think.
Think about why.
Think about how.
And don't stop.
No matter how bad it might make you feel.
No matter how good it might make you feel.
No matter how twisted your mind becomes.
I'm insane, but I'm beginning to just enjoy it, y'know?
Life is puzzling, but that's what makes it such a great thing.
"I want my own feelings to be definite,
I want them to be confirmed or denied,
But I don't want them to sit and boil into this mess I've started to become much too familiar with.
When does truth come?"
Again, here is the link to my poet friend's site. He's super good. Comment and give him feedback. Because he deserves it. He's a great person.
http://musingsofansp.blogspot.com/
Peace out.
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