Suicidal Poets

So, today, I just felt somewhat down for no particular reason at all. Just sitting there, like, "Wow, I'm depressed. But why?" Deep thought process then starts and continues for quite some time. Eventually I come up with the product. "Wow...depressed for no reason. Hmm....I suppose my patheticness has just reached its maximum level." I feel quite like Allie Brosh when she was depressed for no particular reason. Except reading her comics is a lot more entertaining than reading a poor excuse for a blog.
I would walk up to my garage after my carpool, thinking "Wow, my life sucks." And then the immediate thought that pops up is this man (An Asian man with squinched eyes, mind you) pointing at me and laughing, saying "HA! First World Problems!" And then I am once again shamed for my patheticness. Here's what the guy looks like.

Summary of my life. I am officially afraid of criticizing Chinese men. Particularly ones that are laughing at you. *shiver*

Today I did my hair in a fohawk, and I quite liked it myself, but of course my parents just saw me and gave me a "I don't understand how you are me and your mother's/father's child" kind of look.

Eh, oh well. What can I say?

GOODNESS GRACIOUS! School will be over within proximity of three days! I can't go to orchestra tomorrow, however. Here's why.

So, we had orchestra pictures, right? So I had NO idea WHATSOEVER that we weren't allowed to make a funny face, so I made one. And I had to take Japanese club pictures right after that, and the camera people then gave everyone this whole speech about how we couldn't do gang signs, peace signs, wear hats, have hoods on, wear glasses, and you guessed it. Make funny faces. Or else the picture would not be featured in the yearbook. And all that went through my mind was "Oh crap."
So next Orchestra period, my orchestra teacher called me in her office and let it out on me, saying (And I qoute) "It is completely your fault we now have to retake pictures. I was almost like 'Forget it!' But you better thank your lucky stars that we are allowed to retake pictures. It is on you, because you are the reason for all of this trouble you caused us."

Yeah, that day I just basically had a mental breakdown.

Kinda just felt depressed that whole day, cried a lot, no biggie, though, right?

Well, I'm not quite over it, but there is no promises that I'm going to be facing her soon.

Farewell.