Aaagghh......So...very.....exhausted. Just spent a total of about 4 hours on a presentation. :P Yikes, and only got, like, 10 slides done. It took me that long because of the perfectionist that I am, and because every time I start to work on my project, our internet becomes inconveniently slow. Darg. Now I have an immense headache even though I took two ibuprofen. Yikes, too much homework. And plus, festival for piano is in a WEEK AND A HALF. I hate festival. I'm so nervous....Performing on the piano is just not my thing exactly. I wish I could just go some where else right now. Not because "my life sucks" or anything, just because I just feel like I need to be alone right now. Like, in a tree would be perfect. Yes....A tree.
You know something weird?
Restrictions that happen to come by in my life are usually a pain rather than a "helper." Because I naturally am not going to want to do anything stupid, so basic laws I can ignore because I won't do anything like that. It's just that the things that I "can't do" right now are usually for some strange reason or even no reason at all. Nevermind. I have no idea what the heck I'm saying. Just totally forget about that last paragraph. I just read it over, and it doesn't even make that much sense to me....Hmm.
So, yesterday, I was offered something. It worries me. I am thinking about what has been "offered." Should I take it? What's going to happen if I do? What will be the aftermath? Will I be okay? Hmm......It's a scary decision.
Yikes, I need sleep REALLY bad. I got five hours of sleep yesterday, and it's nine right now, and thus I need sleep. Really bad. REALLY bad. It is so nice that I don't have any rehearsals this week for musical theatre. This week will be really stressful, due to projects that are coming due and piano. So having no rehearsals is REALLY helpful. I thank Ms. Hansen silently.
I often find myself feeling very lonely. I know I've already talked about this, but it's true. I don't feel nearly as lonely as I used to, thanks to a few who people who decided to care. But, yet AGAIN I find myself disabled of the access of talking to anybody. I can't call my aunt, because it's "too late," nobody is on facebook, and I can't have anybody come over....Darg.
I honestly feel like doing another "about me," so here you go.
I can't stand having my fingers be sticky. I am terrified of spiders and mice. I know how to create an awkward situation REALLY fast. :) I absolutely LOATHE the dentist. I don't like being touched. I have a space bubble that varies sizes depending on who I'm with. I love Jack Skellington and everything that has to do with him, but I never liked the movie Nightmare Before Christmas, which is weird. Blood and anything that has to do with the inside of the body makes me queasy. I threw up when I saw a shark autopsy. I get headaches VERY often. I hate them, ever so much. I like Microsoft better than Apple. I don't like the A.F. Band that much. The orchestra is much better. Choir just doesn't even count. Jk....The choirs fine. I have a natural sense of good spelling, thus I spell correctly. I am a grammar and spelling NAZI. I CANNOT stand it when people say things totally incorrectly or spell things wrong. I have a bad habit of biting my nails. A REALLY bad habit. I have very small nails. My favorite animal is a turtle. I usually like the villains better than the heroes. Usually. I have a good conscience. Anytime I do anything wrong, my conscience doesn't let me get away with it without me receiving a good beating. Blue is my favorite color. Black being second, and orange being third. I like to break out dancing and/or singing, sometimes I do it "beautifully," while other times I do it as crazy as I want. I have never been to a stake dance. I have been to one school dance, however. But it was only because they had ice cream. I like chicken MUCH more than beef and pork. I love writing poetry and song lyrics. People tell me I have a gift for doing so, but I don't know if I do or not, but I do appreciate it when people compliment me so. I like organizing things. I really like cutting lamination. It soothes me.
And that is all I say for now.
My headache is getting worse. I should probably get off. Good night to all.
I like it Brett, A lot. Get sleep more often okay?
ReplyDeleteDon't forget to tell everyone that your presentation was a HUGE success . . . the teacher put it on her computer because she liked it so much . . . the kids in the class all laughed because it was funny . . . DON'T FORGET THOSE THINGS!!!!!
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