Forever

Forever is a long time. Just really think about it....it never ends. I'll go throughout eternity knowing there's something wrong with me.....Life sucks. And then you die. And then you live forever knowing you had a sucky life and that you were a sucky person. I suppose life will always suck. No use complaining. Nobody wants to hear my trash that I have to say...In fact, I doubt anyone actually WANTS to listen to me. I feel so alone right now....Just a small teen in a world of larger matters. I just wish I were some one special....some one special to some one. I....I want to be different. But....the world is so strange....I.....Oh...nevermind.