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Thursday, September 20, 2012

Let's Kill Tonight

Hello, everyone!

Today was a very good day! I've been getting a lot of sleep lately, so life has been improving a lot. And I mean A LOT. It's thanks to my friends that I can sleep much easier now. Instead of the usual 2-3 hours, I'm now getting an average of eight hours! It's fantastic!

But yes.

Today has been a good day.

In Japanese, we had a test, which I did not know about until that period. Thus, I obviously didn't study. But, I was the first one to finish AND I got 100%! DEAL WITH DAT. I guess I like Japanese a lot, I guess. I guess I do. It's pretty cool.
In my dad's seminary class, we write down our "tender mercies," (The things that have been going well in our life) which I must say is helping me a lot. Sure, I'm on a new medication and all, but writing these happenings down really does help me, much more than I thought it would.
Life is good, guys.

It really is.

For a long time, I just thought that life was pain, and that anyone trying to tell you otherwise was selling something. But that's wrong. Yes, there is pain, because hearts are made for breaking, but that's all part of getting to where we belong. And we belong with friends and family, we belong in happiness, I suppose. In a sort.

A friend of mine sent a message to me saying that I'm a really good friend, and he's thankful for me. He said that I'm his only friend that doesn't make fun of him or criticize him.

It made my week.

Or my life.

Whichever comes last.

It's not in my nature to make fun of people, especially good friends. I always have a silent respect for those I hold close to my heart. Sure, I'm always comfortable with friends, but there is nothing I wouldn't do for them, and I would never do anything to shame them or bring them down.


Here's the poem that I wrote the other day that I forgot to post. I suppose it's happy. So be thankful.

"Step into the rushing river
The water chilling my blood
But the sun reaches
Out
And touches
The life inside of me
My heart melts away
An inexplicable pain
(Within my heart?)
But a joy.
A joy.
So powerful I stand still
A breath released
A tear escaped
And I smile
Because I am alive."


Hope you like. You guys are great. May the day be yours, because you deserve it, no matter how unworthy you might feel.

Y'all are mah chillin' homies.


1 comment:

  1. I am so happy for you. I guess that friends really do impact your life, a lot, and I'm glad that you have found some truly remarkable ones that are letting you sleep for 8 hours. I love your poetry, by the way. You're a great bro, my bro, and I love you. Thanks for being you and for being here for me.

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