Hmm......
This week really needs to end.
I went to my therapist today and it helped, yet I still am in the same trap as I'm always in. I am still stuck in the same house, stuck with the same family, stuck with the same problems. It often feels like I just fell into a pit and I can't climb out. The wings I need are my friends and (extended) family, and yet I can only be with them for a limited time.
I wish my parents could understand where I'm coming from.
Because it's really hard to just be me.
I am here waiting. Just waiting. Something I do oh-so often. Sitting here. With nothing to do, until a certain person will get here. I called, and yet again I feel like an annoyance.
I feel like that a lot.
OH MY HECK. I need to stop complaining. Because there is not one person who likes to read this kind of crap. Not even me!
I was watching music videos two days ago, and the majority of them were so very awesome, but one in particular is one I can't stop thinking about. BECAUSE IT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE, BUT IT'S SO AWESOME! It's Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na Na) by My Chemical Romance. It's strangely beautiful. It involves lots of laser guns, polka dot tights, a mouse with a hose in its mouth, vampires on motorcycles, and various heroes of sorts. It's great. But it's one of those videos that after you watch it, you really are like, "Err......What just happened exactly?" But there was one music video called The Ghost of You. (also by My Chemical Romance) That one really affected me, because it was really an actually beautiful video about going away to war and stuff. Plus, the singer has basically the exact same face structure as me. He sings EXACTLY how I sing. It's weird. Not sound-wise, but how he looks when he sings. It's cool. And weird. But you should watch The Ghost of You. It's really a pretty video. There's this transition that totally rocks your socks off, and the end is probably my favorite part.
Wow! I just did a whole paragraph without complaining!
I AM AWESOME.
Peace out, suckas.
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