Good Gandhi Graciousness. I hate homework.
Wait. Rephrase that.
I DESPISE homework.
Homework I should be doing right now, but am not doing. I just finished with an hour and a half of chemistry, and the last thing I want to do is move on to Pre-Calculus. (Did you know calculus is actually a hard, stony concretion formed in the gallbladder? Betcha didn't!)
I truly realized how much dressing has an effect on one's life. I wore this rather outrageously awesome fox hat (Which was rather "foxy" if I do say so myself!) And people that I hadn't talked to in years stopped to talk to me. People who I thought never mentioned me waved to me in the halls and said hi to me as they complimented me. All of the sudden it was like I was the star of the school. Yeah....weird. It startled me. I thought only my few friends would say, "Woah, nice hat!" or something along those lines. But no, practically half of the school did. Well, not really, but I believe you know what I mean. Actually, people I have never even known throughout my life complimented my hat, and I just smiled a weak smile and said "Thanks!" As my mind was boggled at the fact that some one (Perhaps not knowing me?) would talk positively of my goofy hat. Hmm. Strange things indeed. Moral of this story? Dress outrageously and get more attention.
I'm sick of getting no sleep. But yet, it's how I'm still alive, my grades are good because I keep staying up at night, I memorize music, I write more, I cry more, but I'm still alive, aren't I?
Heck, every day is a brand new day, isn't it? It's hard to believe...especially when it just feels like the same thing everyday. Going through the same pain, the same short happinesses, the same boredom, the same school, the same faces, the same experiences, the same tears, the same food, the same clothes, the same sadness, the same longings, and the same memories. . . . .
. . . . My memories. . . . my memories. . . .
"I'd give you money for that. Is there someway I could go back?"
-Money For That By Shiny Toy Guns
Ever feel like a machine?
Oh Brett :) I wish I could have seen that hat.
ReplyDeleteDon't frett. Everyone has their own routine. It just seems lately, now with the changings coming with snow and holiday, that we're noticing how patternly we are, and that we want to get out of it.
:)