About Me

It seems as there is never a way out of negative things. Every single time something bad happens, or something bad is about to happen, I look and see that there is no possible way out of it. No way. And all because I have no say in what I do, apparently. Much of my life is controlled by others, so I do what I can to make the best of what I can control. Darg...I'm just falling apart completely. I need help. I'm just a nut case ready to be sealed up in the nut house. Stupid.....
I feel rather dark and dismal right now. Well, I usually am 50% of the time...But, well, you know, today I just feel even more so. I had to get up early this morning to do homework so that might've been part of it. If you didn't notice, I posted a post this morning, for I had a few minutes of extra time after I finished the math homework this morning. Well, I have been wanting to do this for a long time. I'm going to rant on about myself. Don't read unless you REALLY want to. Because it might be a bit long.

I have sensitive feet. I hate HATE having holes in my socks. I am very specific as to how I should smell. If I don't smell fantastic, I feel like crap for the rest of the day. Which has been, like, this past month. I have a unique but good sense of fashion. I really care about my appearance. I need my hair to be straight, because I personally don't like messy looking hair. I can tell when people just pretty much wake up and come to school. I hate it when people don't dress well. I personally don't think girls look good in sweats. Except for Kaylynn Farleyand Sam Murdock. I don't know why, but those two girls look fine in sweats. It's weird. Anywho, I hate ignorant people (If you couldn't figure that out already) I'm not that picky when it comes to food, it just so happens that most of the foods that I don't like are breakfast foods, so my parents think I'm really picky....I just don't like oatmeal, pancakes, toast, fried eggs, german pancakes (YUCK!), green peppers, stew (Only a certain kind though), and white chocolate. I love dark chocolate and peanut butter. A lot. I absolutely LOVE fast food, and I'm not afraid to admit it. I hate ALL sea food, and I'm also not afraid to admit that either. I have a terrible fear of being kidnapped. I have a strange and overbearing fear of horses. I absolutely have no idea why. Seeing a picture of one makes me feel somewhat frightened. Being around a horse scares the living daylights out of me. I am also afraid of enclosed spaces that I cannot get out of. Like being in a taped box, or having 20 kids piled on top of you. Yeah, not so fun. I'm somewhat of a germ-a-phobe, but only with my face and hands. I honestly don't give a dang as to where my feet go, and I'll eat something off the floor if I want. I am a rebel, and I absolutely love proving people wrong. I'm not afraid to admit that I'm wrong, but I love proving I'm right. I love doing what people say is the impossible. I fantasize about having super powers ALL THE TIME! I love anime, and anything Japanese for that matter. I love pokemon, and mario, and all of the games that people call "nerdy." I don't know where I'm going in my life. I have a bottemless stomach. I can eat so much, and I NEED to eat so much. Which provides a problem because we don't have a lot of snacks at my house. I have an obsession with ice cream. My favorite meat is chicken. I hate rap music. I also HATE HATE HATE HATE country. Which ALSO provides a problem because the rest of my family absolutely LOVES country. I believe anyone who sings country should have their tonsils ripped out by hand and be shoved off of the grand canyon cliffs, only to fall into a pit of spikes and other dead bodies. Yes. I love rock, I am okay with techno, and hip hop's pretty good. I am a fast typer, and my hand sweat rather easily, which is weird. I have a few warts here and there. It's just that when I get warts, there are REALLY big. I actually don't like wearing jeans. Jeans are rather uncomfortable. They look better than sweats and gym shorts, but I like wearing shorts more. I get headaches a LOT, and migraines. I hate it. Blehck. I hate school, and anything to do with it. I love video games, and I love being by myself. I don't really like little kids all too much. They get on my nerves very often. And yes, I know that isn't a "husband-like" quality, but just something about them irks me. I can tolerate them and act like I love them, but on the inside, I really want them to just leave me alone. I actually hate writing with a pencil, because I type so much faster, but I LOVE drawing with them. I really hate pens, and will only use one if I absolutely NEED to. And I FREAKING LOVE CEREAL!!!!!!!!!!

There, now you know a bit about me. It's not much....Hope you get me a little more now! That was pretty fun....I think everyone should do this