Good Times

Life is slowly starting to repair itself. My birthday and Christmas really help....Ahh.....How I love the Christmas season. The snow is great, the Christmas lights just warm my soul.....It's great. You know what? You would think that having a very comical family is a good thing, but sometimes it turns out to be a negative thing. With brothers that make fun of almost everything you do, I really don't know how to take it. Bleh. I miss my friends....a lot. There's a few that I haven't seen for a REALLY long time, and I miss them a lot. Erica, you're one of them. Angela is another....Mainly the ones that are in high school. I hope to see you soon.
If I was allowed one wish that could be granted, it would be that people actually would just THINK! I know I've posted so many writings about this, but it's something that just irritates me a lot. I really wish people would realize how their decisions affect other people and their future. Really, if they could just see how their choices matter in the larger scale of things, they would be acting differently. Some people are just plain jerks. :P
There's my venting. I try not to do a lot of it because of a select few that choose to make fun of me for it. >:( And I don't want to sound like a whiner, or some weakling. It's weird. Life is weird.
My birthday wasn't as good as I expected it to be. I mean, it was AWESOME! But it really just seemed like something was missing. You know what? I'm going to write 50 things I'm thankful for. That should help.
1. Ice cream
2. All of my friends
3. Music
4. The piano
5. The cello
6. My parents
7. People who listen
8. People who care
9. People who think
10. My writing
11. The mighty pencil
12. Awesome words like "Bombastic!"
13. Good food
14. Breaking Benjamin
15. My siblings (Only on specific days, though)
16. My computer
17. Christmas
18. My birthday
19. Jessica Brower
20. Angela Lewis
21. Erica Youd
22. Drew Renshaw
23. Kaylynn Farley
24. Mindy Christen
25. Conner Paulson
26. Becca Larson
27. Callie Stay
28. Emily Juchau
29. All of my aunts and uncles (Who are impossibly awesome!)
30. The sky (I just love the sky...It's a little weird, but I just have this obsession with it....)
31. The sun
32. Snow
33. Fast Food
34. Inside jokes
35. Great times with friends
36. The color blue
37. Bright colors
38. New clothes
39. The smell of new clothes
40. Stuffed Animals
41. Clothes that make me feel like a million dollars
42. People who make me feel like a million dollars
43. The ever-so-sweet smell of mint
44. Myself
45. Walking barefoot in the rain
46. All of my friends that I have not put down in the list above
47. Peanut Butter
48. That warm and fluttery feeling that you get when you are around people you love
49. Being able to be alone when I need to
50. Times I know I'm loved

There's my list....you don't have to read it if you don't want to....I did it more for me. Listing the things I'm thankful for usually helps me feel better....Well, see you later!